I'M BACKKKKKKKKKKK!

HERE WE GO!!!!!

Welp folks, it' s me and I'M BACCCCCCCCCCKKKKKK!!!! Hello world, go on a little ride with me why don't you.  So here we are dang near 4 years later since my last post (PAUSE)....how in the WORLD will I ever be able to catch you up on all the time that has passed!!!! (PLAY)....Well I plan to try, somehow, but still have no idea how.  Today I've made the decision to write my book or novel or series....JUST WRITE. Thanks to some pretty cool and important people who are in my life, whom have been telling me for YEARS (no seriously YEARS) that I need to write a book. It's funny that at the time that you first hear it, you're like "yeh I know, I should huh", then you laugh it off and move on.  Then you hear it over and over and over and continue to have the same exact reaction, but today or this evening was different. This evening I got a chance to speak with one of my close friends, I love her dearly and we don't talk daily sometimes not even weekly, but hands down when you have a relationship with God and know someone else that has that relationship too, you kinda tend to want to stick with those people and she is one of those people. Anywho (before we get all mushy with why I love her so much and what our friendship means to me and things she probably don't even realize that I love her so much for)............Anywho while in conversation with her, somehow writing a book came up and you know it hit me that she's right, well everybody that has been telling me to write a book was right! I need to write a freaking book. But here is the problem, where the HECK do I start.  I mean I have so many ideas rolling in my head it's not even funny. First and foremost, I have to pray, like SERIOUSLY down on knees get in my WAR ROOM and pray and ask God to guide me, because at this point if I just start, I know I'll be all over the place.  I have ideas to start from High School, then I thought, nah, it really gets good in College, then I'm like should I do one of all my relationships (romantic ones) , then one on "baby daddy", then on friendships...THERE IS SO MUCH TO WRITE ABOUT.  Me being the animated person that I am, when I tell a story, I really tell a story, and it can get so JUICY that I'll have you on the edge of your seat, and then in the floor rolling crying, stomach hurting of laughter.  I mean honestly people probably wouldn't even believe the stories I have, to know that they are true and actually seriously happened.  The strength that comes from the stories and experiences that has shaped me to be who I am today. The relationships that have come and gone and come back again.  WOW ( just thought of two and it just blew my mind).

See I like doing this, while I'm feeling you in on what I'm thinking, he's revealing things that I thought I had forgotten about, or revealing experiences that will and change others lives by reading them. See it's amazing what happens when you have a true relationship with him. He will do amazing things in your life, you just let him.  Even not knowing where exactly I'm going to start, I know he will guide me in the right direction and the message will be delivered beyond what I can even imagine.

But in the meantime!!!! Life had been life yall!!! I miss you guys and miss feeling you in on what's been going on in my life. So I'll let you in on a little information, since I seriously left you hanging so long ago.  Ray is HOME!!!! Yes he's home, boy if I honestly started that story, I probably wouldnt' be able to sleep tonight because I have so much to say. But just know that I have A LOT to fill you in on, or maybe I won't really fill you in on it, it'll be a part of the series of books that I will be working on...LOL.  Yep make sure you buy a copy of two , so I can't tell you too much!


Okay so for now, stay tune and know that I will be blogging, mostly to get myself warmed up and back in the mix of writing and to keep you posted on how the book is coming. 

Oh and let me not forget to give you this HUGE news!!!! I have a new baby!!! His name is Bexley and he has four legs...LMBO! I have a Yorkie baby and he is spoiled rotten and currently he is barking at the neighbors..LOL. 

Til next time, which will more than likely be tomorrow! Send up prayers for your girl, that she gets this done and stays on task!

Love yall!!!!