Just Try for Me

It wasn't so bad I must say.  I mean there were some moments of silence and a lot of emotions running wild and crazy, but everything worked out for the best.  I mean like I said before I get it, I really do.  I wish I could explain it; some things are just hard to put into words.  You want me to talk to you, to tell you when you upset me at that very moment, okay cool (be careful what you ask for). No really I do get it and he makes perfect sense and I know I do have to or my fairy tale will so not come true. 

He asked me a question that again I really couldn't answer, "Are you afraid of something".... yes I am, but I don't know what it is.  That sounds crazy right? If it doesn't to you, it does to me.  I do have a fear, the fear that whatever I say will be taken out of content and ran with.  The funny thing about that is, he says things to me, but I take it out of content and run with it sometimes, although he's not meaning it in a certain way.  I guess the difference is that I know how far I'll run with it and I won't run to the point of calling it quits, UNLESS it's seriously needed.  He's a lot more patient and understanding than I, so it should be easier for me to say something and trust that he'll hear me out and listen to where exactly I'm coming from before running off on his own meaning.

So at the end of the day all he asks is "Just Try for me, that's all I ask".  I can do that, it's only fair huh.  Guess my fear of whatever will have to be subsided.  I think in the end it will be worth it, it's like the saying goes, you have to do something you've never done to get something you've never had, so with that being said, I'm trying to get to a fairy tale ending here.

Keep you posted!